May 13 2015 . Tragedy.  
Through a series of tragic events I j have lost everything i lost everything lost everything I owned that was left.I am so down and broken hearted.I can't put it on Face book. And nobody wants to listen to some loser wine. So I am writing this blog.My heart hurts so bad I cant begin to to tell you. I have beenn let down by the people I killed my self working for the last 10 yrs.for nothing.All christians.But what hurts the most is being let down by god himself.Ive never been this down.I just knew the creator would step in. Karma. Well I will never trust in god again as long as I live. Or any man for that matter.All through my life it has been eople claiming to be christians who have hurt me so bad.I dont care if I live or die at this moment.This planet and every human on deserves to die.It is nothing but Evil,greedy and selfish humans.I cant even write any more. I give up in or whatever.